i am with you
JADE: i guess so
JADE: im just really struggling with what this all actually means in reality
JADE: it just feels sort of hopeless :(
JADE 2: the idea that we are forever destined to be lonely is only true if we believe it
JADE 2: our continual isolation of self seems to prove our initial hypothesis true
JADE 2: but the pure chaos in existing is something we have only just begun to figure out!
JADE 2: we are literally two separate selves from separate timelines speaking to one another right this second
JADE 2: what do we REALLY know about this junk anyway?
JADE 2: lets just throw all the theories and logic and scientific reasoning out for a second
JADE 2: and just take a deep breath
JADE: ok
JADE: ill try
JADE: ...........
JADE: ...........
JADE: wow yeah
JADE: i do feel a little calmer now
JADE 2: good!
JADE: this place is so pretty
JADE: is this one of your memories?
JADE 2: im not sure
JADE 2: i think this is one of those fake real memories
JADE: i like it
JADE: its weird that the water doesnt feel like anything though
JADE 2: hm yeah
JADE 2: its kind of nice
JADE: yeah :)
JADE: hey other jade
JADE: i think i get what youre talking about
JADE: but its hurts to think right now ugh
JADE: theres just so much i havent processed yet!
JADE: i just experienced all of my memories as essentially another person
JADE: only to just now remember that those were mine all along!
JADE: its really messing me up!!!
JADE: not to mention the NARRATOR jacking things up even more
JADE: now youre here giving me a speech about how i need cherish life and let go of what i cant do anything about
JADE: or something!!!! ugh!
JADE: i just really, really dont know what im doing
JADE: or who i even am
JADE 2: you are you!
JADE: that is not helpful!!!
JADE 2: i know :P
JADE 2: listen other me
JADE 2: my mini speech was mostly just so you can try to understand this one really this important thing
JADE 2: and its that once you understand something as a true
JADE 2: you risk making it real!
JADE 2: regardless of if its good or bad :o
JADE 2: at the beginning of all of this, you were certain that having friends and hobbies was important
JADE: they are!
JADE: i never said they werent >:o
JADE 2: well duh
JADE 2: but now you have doubts if it was really worth all that effort
JADE 2: because it still wont matter in the end
JADE 2: right?
JADE: when you say it like that
JADE: it makes me sound like a huge downer :/
JADE 2: i mean...
JADE 2: if the shoe fits....
JADE: hey!
JADE 2: heheh
JADE 2: whatever happens, even if it all totally sucks
JADE 2: just dont give into that feeling
JADE 2: this is OUR LIFE!
JADE 2: no holding back!!!
JADE: yeah...
JADE: yeah!
JADE: no holding back!