JADE: i think it made me want to live actually

JOHN: were you not... living before?

JADE: not really

JADE: i remember now

JADE: about why i was so sad before all of this!

JADE: i was scared of being alone again

JADE: and ignored a lot of my feelings in order to try and move on

JADE: i just stopped

JADE: caring so much

JADE: about a lot of the stuff i miss caring about :((

JOHN: yeah.

JOHN: i get that.

JADE: but in my memories, it was like i was myself again!

JADE: i remembered why i cared so much in the first place

JADE: even when i was wrong and messed up and hurt people

JADE: and even when i couldnt stand myself for it :(

JADE: it reminded me that just because i think it will always be alone, i dont have to be

JADE: i have the power to change that!!!

JADE: does that make any sense?

JOHN: um, kinda?

JOHN: you do seem suddenly very wise about all this stuff

JOHN: i don't have any of this figured out yet, clearly.

JOHN: but it's a probably good thing you can see all the good and bad parts of your whole deal.

JADE: yeah :)

JOHN: i'm a little confused about something though.

JOHN: i guess i'm just not sure how being sad made you enter the jade multiverse.

JADE: do you mean the emotional how

JADE: or... the technical how?

JOHN: yes! the last one.

JOHN: if there's a risk being sad will teleport you to a weird purgatory of self then i gotta be ready.

JOHN: you know, hypothetically.

JADE: right well

JADE: i think it is probably more to do with my space player powers than anything else?

JADE: so you are probably safe on that front mr. breath player

JADE: i just remember feeling really bad

JADE: then i thiiiink i fell asleep?

JADE: but i dunno really know HOW it all happened

JADE: i do know that i really did stop existing here for a second so that i could exist there instead

JADE: so maybe i was just dreaming it and my powers took over?

JADE: i havent fallen asleep like that since i was a kid though

JADE: ugh this is making my head hurt worse :(

JOHN: it's okay, don't worry too much about it.

JOHN: i was just checking.

JADE: alrighty

JADE: but wait

JADE: is there anything you want to talk about john?

JADE: about being sad?

JOHN: haha nope.

JOHN: all good here.

JADE: ok then.... if you say so...

JADE: im here if you ever want to talk though!

JADE: in fact, i think this is the most here i have been in awhile :D

JOHN: woohoo!


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