YARD JADE: ha

YARD JADE: * sniffle *

YARD JADE: you sound just like the NARRATOR

NOTJADE: what?

YARD JADE: shes always telling me im wasting my time with them

YARD JADE: and how its ruining my potential or whatever

YARD JADE: but thats not the point

YARD JADE: i cant let this go because its clearly something i could have prevented if i just saw the signs

YARD JADE: but i never do

YARD JADE: i always get so caught up in enjoying myself being around others that i just cant seem to pay attention to what matters!

YARD JADE: pretending it happened differently wont change it :(

NOTJADE: normally yes but here it will literally do that!

NOTJADE: seriously it feels like every other jade has chosen to do that except for you

NOTJADE: i dont think you should burn your bridges!

NOTJADE: obviously friends are good to have around and spend time with

NOTJADE: i just mean you shouldnt have go through this cycle of regret for your entire existence :(

NOTJADE: thats the worst thing ever

YARD JADE: i just have a feeling

YARD JADE: that this moment is something small and painful in a much bigger web of small painful moments

YARD JADE: that will go on to influence everything from now until forever

YARD JADE: my future insight is pretty limited but i am sure that is how this has to go

YARD JADE: this a cycle of regret that i need to learn from

YARD JADE: so thats probably why im still here :(

NOTJADE: that is just normal life!

NOTJADE: by that logic, all of life is a cycle of regret

NOTJADE: which i seriously doubt even if i dont have much experience

NOTJADE: also you cant change it if its a never ending cycle

NOTJADE: that is not what NEVER ENDING CYCLE means!!!

NOTJADE: oh my gosh

YARD JADE: * sniff *

YARD JADE: i guess youre right

YARD JADE: but even the good parts of this memory make me feel kind of sad

YARD JADE: and angry in a way i cant describe ...

YARD JADE: moving on from it just feels like i am giving up

YARD JADE: and i dont want to do that

NOTJADE: bluhhh this conversation is going nowhere

NOTJADE: i just think beating yourself up over john losing his mind is really not going to help anything

NOTJADE: and besides, davesprite made his choice!

NOTJADE: its not your fault that things ended up being weird

NOTJADE: just tell them that you think they are both being dumb!

YARD JADE: i guess...

NOTJADE: i am completely positive!

NOTJADE: you deserve to be listened to, doggie witch jade :(

NOTJADE: even if you think you havent earned it


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